The message for me is clear and it’s a global one too as auto immune and neurological illness affects millions. Mystery illness has at its root a dis-regulated immune system, the bugs come second. Trauma and dis-regulated nervous systems is also a huge part of this as well, the many layers and research by people like Stephen Porgess with the poly-vagal theory, continually proving this to be the case, showing how chronic illness so often stems from adverse childhood events (ACE’s). The wires are crossed and in this confusion and lack of self protection and self love, our immune system ends up attacking our own tissues as the real invaders go undetected.
So, we have to look more closely, do our shadow work and take off our blinkers. Recognise the smoke screen. We are asked to buy immunity with vaccinations which not only don’t work but are deadly and dangerous. We give our power away at every level and wonder why our immune system doesn’t work for us as, we bombard it with these same vaccinations laced with heavy metals, drink fluoride in our water, spray our gardens with glysophate which destroys our guts, eat GM highly modified foods, blast ourselves with electro-magnetic frequencies (EMFs) in our homes 24/7 and much, much else. We give up control of our bodies and lives to unconscious doctors and big pharma and become slaves to the system and we are sicker than we have ever been in history. Then, not surprisingly stealth bacteria (alias patriarchal dark forces) having confused and weakened the immune system, hide out undetected in military bio films while slowly and invisibly taking over the body and brain (alias planet elites). That was my reality as a child. I was a performing puppet, objectified, taken over and ‘eaten alive’. I had no self reference whatsoever. I didn’t see things coming and this is the global denial as we are all more than half asleep. I was disembodied and anaesthetised and chronic fatigue was the brutal grace that woke me up quite literally kicking and screaming. It’s time to wake up and speak up, to stand in sovereignty. I will no longer listen to people telling me I’m too much while we sip our champagne as the Titanic sinks. I’ve colluded and done this for a lifetime and the price I have paid is way too high. It’s a Kali time as She is forcing us to listen before it’s too late. I hope you understand the message I make here relating to how Lyme bacteria work and the way the dark forces are operating and taking over under the insanity of patriarchy. We need to get our global immune system fully working, to blow apart the ‘bio films’ that are like military hide outs containing different co-infections some sharing DNA (ie media, politicians, big pharma, Monsanto, all in bed with each other) and all these pathogens (alias blood lines) working together and using an ingenious system of quorum sensing, that keeps them all safe and impenetrable. Bio films are not affected by antibiotics now, even though many unawake doctors are still using masses of them to no avail and destroying the gut flora and body’s resistance in the process. Even not discussing here the bio warfare story that is shockingly real with Lyme’s, we’ve created the super bugs and fighting wars head on, as we know, only intensifies the very problem itself. To heal against the plague of mystery illnesses on the planet right now, we as a public, have to become stealth-full, ingenious and creative, recognising what we are up against. Most people have Borrelia in their system but it remains dormant until it is activated by too much stress. Get it wrong by being too acidic and the Borrelia build more bio films and increase in numbers, hiding out by crossing the blood brain barrier where they are even more difficult to find. There are virtually no mainstream doctors with cures who can help, much less any outside of the US, who know it really exists, which is scary beyond belief given the numbers of people suffering with Lyme's. Furthermore, it does seem to be sexually transmitted and it does apparently get passed in utero though once again, this is rarely mentioned. Blood tests cost a fortune and are currently only 20-50% reliable, leaving millions with inaccurate results and nowhere to go for help. Pathogens take over because the system is weakened and there is no-one at home to stop them. Instead of clearing out the toxins and healing the immune system, we are asked to take more toxic drugs that only make us sicker. To my horror under the dark field microscope, it was clear that I had absolutely no killer T cells because my immune system was so compromised. I had no lymph cells working either. My system was in a state of severe toxicity and overwhelm so it couldn’t respond on any level. In all the 20 years of my searching with allopathic and alternative doctors, spending an absolute fortune, not one healer has been able to help with this realisation, until I went to India last year. One simple dark field microscopic test with a special stain revealed exactly what was happening, even showing up the specific bacteria and co-infections including mould, as well as the bio films they were forming as an ingenious survival strategy. We are living in dangerous times, the powers we used to believe in, can no longer be trusted. Doctors not working for big pharma and offering powerful, natural solutions are being jailed and even silently eliminated. My own healer has had to go underground for similar reasons as he and his fellow French research scientists have been threatened. This fundamentalist, ‘take over’ by the elite, is thanks to Donald Trump extremely clear and perhaps is the hidden gift he has to offer in waking us up out of our denials, so we can really see the pathology happening. Healing therefore has to be an inside job and whilst incredibly difficult and painful to be a pioneer, the canary in the mine, it’s so we take back our power and recognise the enormous strength we really have and the incredible grace that is with us. There are incredible free internet summits on cellular detoxing, leaky gut, broken brains, parasites and much else, so even though it can be difficult to find functional doctors at least it’s possible to research and navigate some way through. There is finally some understand of the devastating effect that trauma has on the nervous system and the vagus nerve in particular. 20 years ago I had no such luxury and it was desperate to have nowhere to turn to. This is a time some say where we are going through the chaos in order to birth the new ‘divine human’, living from the heart and being conscious of what we are all doing to ourselves and our beloved planet. However, if we choose to rise up with the Black Madonna, with the sacred feminine, with Gaia or with the Sophia the Goddess of Wisdom, whatever name you prefer to use, with the internet as Her tool, we also would be wise to stay carefully under the radar working in a different way, listening to Her wisdom in this. We must be careful how we choose to confront and be honest so we are not naive to the risk being taken out by those with strong invested interests. I feel this viscerally, memories of past lives all so vivid still. We have to be shape shifters, to play them at their own game, build our own bio films, align to higher forces at all times trusting to this light. We have to do it together, to recognise the separate and divide tactics and not be fooled by what is happening. Together in love there is nothing we cannot achieve. The metaphor is clear. Wake up first as you have to know what you are up against, facing reality is essential if we want to heal, as if you bury your head in the sand as I did, believing that authority has your best interests, you will for sure, pay for it later. I keep coming back to the metaphor itself, as this writing is not a lesson in how to heal Lyme’s, even if it seems to be. Few doctors have any clue about the reality of bio films and how they operate. Before I stayed in denial rather than face the truth about my family and the lineage trauma or my illness and to a certain extent that was necessary back then. Now I’m healing by facing the imploded trauma and the truth of Lyme’s which is new, as we are living in a time of fast awakening which surely does help. Shocking as it was some months ago, I’ve seen bio film under the microscope so I’m no longer in denial or fooled at what the co-infections are capable of. Waking up has meant that I can address the root cause instead of remaining blinkered and off track. UFOs ie unwanted foreign organisms cannot get the upper hand with a strong immune system just as the dark forces cannot function, if we wake up and refuse to cooperate. The light is way more powerful. However, it's also not a black and white, dark and light, double bind kind of masculine paradigm where fighting and opposition works. In this respect, as a friend pointed out, I am also struck by how enzymes like Serrapeptase, Papain and many others act as catalysts to destroy biofilms. I'm even more excited about how chlorine dioxide is the best bio film buster that there is and is a rockstar when it comes to healing Lyme. We need to think outside the box as when we are stealth-ful and open, working together, the answers present themselves. The Google definition of catalyst says it’s a substance that increases the rate of a chemical reaction without itself undergoing any permanent chemical change; a person or thing that precipitates an event. The body is our temple not our enemy as I had thought but we have to pay attention and listen to its implicit wisdom. We need to heal any unaddressed trauma so that we regulate our nervous systems above all else. And in this respect, be gentle with your body and what you are up against personally and collectively. Titration is necessary with trauma, one step at a time, gently does it or the system will be completely overwhelmed. Don’t go in with full attack, thinking more is better like I did, repeating brutal ways of programming or the die off and toxin release will create way too much of a Herxheimer reaction which is harmful, painful and self defeating. Likewise, as I see the correlation, don’t think you can beat toxic patriarchy, the Cabal or big pharma by being too open and naive, or you will inevitably get way more than you bargained for. Don’t have unreal expectations, illusions or fall into fundamentalist truths of black and white as I did, see reality as it is and be prepared. Recognise your own narcissism and ask the Divine Mother, to help you find another way, one that is about quantum magic, as if you put a positive narcissist with a negative narcissist you will have a truly toxic and dangerous combination. I’m so grateful for the incredible leaders who are showing us the way, as we go through this global dark night’s of the soul, creating a safe container and teaching us sacred and mystical practices to strengthen and prepare. We are initiates going through the birthing pains of something new without knowing what is on the other side and the great mystics like Rumi, St John of the Cross and Theresa of Avila have always been the ones who knew how to truly navigate the dark night’s of the soul. The global metaphor therefore is to slowly and confidently build the immune system on all levels and gently clear out anything toxic at a cellular level, that isn’t welcome to support this process. We are the each a cell in our global immune system and we need to work together in the same way. At a Lyme level, we have to strengthen the elimination pathways of the gut, liver and kidneys and to use strong enough binders to grab onto the neuro toxins to avoid them going back into the body often via the bile. We have to do this individual healing, we are not separate and as we clean up our toxin load and shadow narcissistic behaviours, this healed energy does change the world. We need to be physically strong in order to stand in our fierce warrior energy, this has to be our first priority. We have to come together. With HER. We have to bring back all exiled and fragmented parts, transforming trauma to soul power, coming back into divine sovereignty. Quietly co-creating and building our own love bio films, our own networks of grace where we protect and support each other. This union and One Heart. It’s the only way. What we do for ourselves, we do for the whole, this journey has to begin with the self, going within to heal anything that is not love itself. And we are not alone, if we surrender and pray for help and divine guidance, I know from experience this holy grace and support is always there. Lyme has been the sacred wound, the greatest medicine and initiation for catapulting me into self love and self acceptance as well as distilling exactly what I now see is my mission. Just as Joan of Arc said 'I was born for this', I too feel I was born for these times, finally things are making sense.
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