Helpless infant duped with perilous smiles
Paralysing immobility from all that defiles Candyfloss predators, dressed up in peril Instinctual loss, of all that was feral Body parts teased with mischievous intention Masked agendas with conditional attention Crumbs of affection, self serving agendas Pre-verbal abuse, a body that remembers So you’ve taken what you needed Plundered and devoured While I remain hollow, lost and cowered You silently stole - your Vampire’s paradise The baby confused, holding ancestral vice Locked in patterns of self disgust and loathing Worshipping wolves dressed up in sheep’s clothing Imploded grief, terror and rage Paralysed, helpless , trapped in a cage Choked, disgusted dripping with shame Voiceless, gagged, holding all the blame Stranded and putrid, infected by semen Will I ever be free of this Inner Demon? So I won’t trust your sweetness, the Narcissistic seduction I’ll give first attention to cellular eruption To body signals, ingenious sensations Trusting my Temple, its glorious compensations I’m here in my body, antennae finely tuned Learned responses from being well groomed I reconnect to my ‘truth teller’, to my breath and to Home My testament, well endured, MY Sovereign Throne
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